The pain and loneliness when Jesus face the Cross ，當耶穌面對十字架的痛苦和孤獨。

In the early month of June 2009, one morning I woke up in pain and I quickly called my husband to pray for me. We were facing the court's order to move out of House of Glory by 14th of June (on my birthday)This was done by my 6th uncle's lawyer. These things has been troubling us since September 2008 after my uncle (who has been migrated to Australia for more than 20 years) a sudden shown up at our door gate. We were living and taking care of Grandpa's home since we got married on 18th of Jan 2006.

We know the Lord has been walking with us all this time, He has told us 3 months beforehand when we both attained a 3 days prophetic conference at FGA, Jalan Kuchai Lama, we were called to altar for a prophetic prayer on property and land dispute which I was told it will happen in my life. After 3 months, things came to pass. For months of water supply being cut off, we experienced the much blessing from God, we were still and wait upon His hand move and God truly was fighting the battle for us. We see his hands provide the rainwater from heaven faithfully.

And this particular morning , It was not easy for me and my husband to go through all these, but one thing which I am holding strong is my God's promise. I felt pain in my chest and I told my husband that I saw Jesus and I was brought to the time when LORD was being crucified and tortured,he was being whipped by Roman soldiers. I felt the pains which Jesus suffered and I could understand how lonely Jesus was when he walked up to Calvary and bearing the cross all by Himself. I cried out loud from my inner spirit. I wept and wept none stop because it was not easy for Him to bare these alone.  He promised to show me my entire family tree get their salvation. I wanted so much for God to touch all my uncles and aunties and my relatives' life and I want salvation to come to them especially for my own parents. I have prayed for them faithfully for many years. God has spoken to my life there will happen one event which all of them will come to know Christ Jesus. Like the story of Joseph. " These is it, these is it. " , I told myself, I willing to bear this cross for the Lord for the sake of their salvation......

When Jesus was nailed and gave out his last breath, He pray to heaven for all the sinners in this world that Father in heaven should forgive them for they do not know what they are doing. Days before when my husband and I decide to leave the house and left all the furniture and and clothing behind (We can not carry all those with us), we know the love which we have for one another will be strong enough to start a new life.

When I dreamed of myself walking through the prison. The cells were all empty, and I was lead by a group of women to enter and went out from the other entrance. The building were tall, many stories. I have bring petition unto the Lord, I told the him that if it is His will , let me obey to the very end. When I was on my knees pray this petition I could see Jesus's face and His feeling the same emotional where JESUS was praying up on a place called Gethsemane on the night he was being betray. He pray to father," My soul is deeply grieved, to the point pf death;......My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but your as Thou wilt." Matthew 26:38-39

In life, we face persecution and trouble, sometime we face decisions we are going to make it related to life and death. But Jesus chose the latter, guess what ? 3 days later, He was being resurrected and sit on right hand now at the throne of the Father.

In all things which we gone through, we give God all the Glory and He is my redeemer, He is my light in the darkness, most important  JESUS IS MY PERSONAL SAVIOUR, AMEN.

Finally.......WE SHIFTED and relocated at the end of August 2009.

On the Mid of August, our neighbour saw a few police force broke into to Cheras home and move all our goods , furnitures and clothing etc out of our home and put them outside while we were with Benjamin's mum at Klang. We were involving in PESTA MUZIC KLANG 35th at CENTRO Klang for that week. NOW we are temporarily relocated to Klang. No internet access, with be working on it and do further update soon.....May GOD BLESS you .... whoever is out there praying and caring for us, Thanks again.

Where is Justice, where is Law and where is the RIGHTEOUSNESS?

An Eviction order after 9 months of no water supply ......Kindly refer to my article written on 13th of June 2009.

refer to The Star on 16th of June 2009 :-

http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2009/6/17/central/4122314&

As we have been praying and others have been praying for us, The Lord is touching some righteous lawyers to
help us thro.
Our Lord Jesus is our faithful intercessor in heaven and we believe He will see us thro all things, for HE is the righteous and justice judge in heaven and earth, Amen.

Matthew 5:10 "Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness’sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

Breaking Malaysia book of record - 257 days without water supply

Our water supply was being cut off since 30th of Sept. 2008. Upto date today (13/6/2009), we already reach 257 days living in a house uphill mainly depending on rain water. My husband Benjamin Liu (As shown in the photos) almost every 2nd day he have to cycle down and buy drinking water from the water dispenses at Taman Alam Jaya which located more than one mile away. It was a difficult life for us BUT WE MAKE the records, I truely believe.
Attached are photos shown on how we collect the rain water and store it into smaller bottles. And how we used our only transport ( speed-way bicycle ) to send and laundry done at Taman Orkid.
This house is located at 6A, Jalan 7, Taman Naga, Batu 9( Cheras), Kajang. For further information, please contact me at H/P : 016-2095-648.
Thank you.

Published by "The Star " a local newspaper :-

http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2009/6/17/central/4122314&

Learn How To Dance In The Rain !!!

Shalom to all brothers and sisters in Christ,

Thank you for the wonderful sharing from Mac Anderson, Founder, Simple Truths....

"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...

It's about learning how to dance in the rain !"

"When we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives, but are grateful for the abundance that's present ... we experience heaven on earth. "



We all face adversity in our life. However, it's not the adversity, but how we react to it that will determine the joy and happiness in our life. During tough times, do we spend too much time feeling sorry for ourselves, or, can we, with gratitude...learn how to dance in the rain?

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Learning to dance in the Rain --- AMEN ! Me and my household has been in a situation of no water supply from our water department for more than 9 months since end of Sept 2008. Every time, when the Lord send His thunder and rain., we will rejoice and start praising and worshiping Lord Almighty. Yes, that is time, I felt like giving up and quite but many time we waited and see how God answered out prayers and provided the water faithfully, I felt like dancing and praising the Lord in the rain mainly we know that our GOD is with us. He know what we have gone through and what we are facing and what we are going to confront in our life. He is the writer of our life and we sing, we dance and praising HIM when others are complaining about the economic turning downward, the shares is dropping, the swine virus is spreading, etc.

Somehow or the other, deep inside us, we understand that God is not yet finish with us, we are His workmanship .... But one important we must learn and know that we are living each day closer to His image, Amen.

Lastly. this is a short video named   " The  strangest secret "  for sharing, hope you will enjoy it.

Walking with Christ,
Prophetess Cassandra June LAI

The Last Persecution-" The Eviction Order "

    

        On the 13th of April, 2009. As I was editing my blog by doing some photos scanning right here at EAGLE-prophetic ministry website. I heard the door gate outside, a numbers of cars were stopping and I heard people shouting outside the gate. I told my husband Benjamin who was busy removing the spiders' net in our home. He asked me to check out what was happening outside. As I looked through our windows of dinning room, I noticed that two Malay men were shouting and asking us to come out from the house. I told my husband, " They are some people outside looked like some authority officers sent from government, I am too frighten to confront them alone, because they looked very unfriendly to us."

          One of the officer handed over an eviction order and rudely asking me whether I am staying in this house and he handled over me a letter ordering us to move out from the house in 10 more days. I was in shock and panic. I called my husband and he came out with a long stick on his left hand. We told the men that this news is too sudden and we were totally not inform before this. And the men pointed us to a black car and said that we could speak the house owner's lawyer. A Malay woman stepped out from the car and appeal to be friendly. I told the woman that my uncle had done wrong to us by issuing this court order for chasing both of us out so that he could sell out this house which was formerly built by my grandpa. My husband was angry and we were not being notify and we need more time. The lawyer agreed to negotiated and hence the two Malay men after passing the letter and post another at our gate. The lawyer said she will talk to my uncle in Australia via email as long as we agreed to move out. They left our home together with the lawyer.

          I was still in shocked and upsat while reading the eviction order. My heart was literally sinking, I asked the LORD, " Why? After all , You have promised me this is a House of Your Glory, and You wanted me to move in togheter with my darling, dwelling here and take care of this property which was build and designed by ny grandpa."  I just could not comprehence God's works in my family espeacially my 6th uncle treatment and persistence on chasing us out of this house. I have done a study years ago about the buying power of the purchasers in this area. It is impossible to sell because it is a leasehold land and having less than 28 years, all the banks refuse to approve bank loans. Eventhough, we moved out of this house, it will be set aside for vain purpose and I started to understand how wicked my uncle toward both of us , the devils knew good mightily things are going to take place in this season of time, and he is surely get a good hold of my uncle to stop God's moving. 
     
              As we devoted our time in prayers, God started to reveal more of His purpose. He told me by showing me visions of House of Glory having a great connection with the Chinese temple next door. Both lands are actually belong to my grandpa before he gave it out freely for the poeple to build a huge temple of worshipping idols. And the LORD showed me that the building of the temple shape like a " Dragon " body, and House of Glory is reperesenting the " Dragon's Head ".  In the Bible, Book of Revelation 13:4-9, God talks about Dragon, the fights with Dragon. verses 6 and 7 talks about the devils blasphemy against God, His name, His tabernacle and those who dwell in heaven, make war with the saints etc. And God also speak about the anti-Christ. The LORD told us many times as we soak in His present, HE told us that this is His battle, and He is fighting for us and He told us, " Be Stilled, and know that I AM GOD."

            My grandpa was a buddhist, so is all my others uncles and aunties (my grandpa has 12 children). My parents is yet be saved. I have prayed for their salvation for many years. Many months ago in 2007, one afternoon as I was mooping the floor of The House of GOD, (note : we have not water supply) and I carried the water from outside and carried the water to upstair). I was sad then and missing God's love. In the midst of doing the household works, God told me that He will answer my prayers through one incident where all of my relatives will bow down before HIM in front of me just like how Joseph's brohters bow down to him at Eygpt. I immediately broke into tears and I know that is the voice of Loving Father,  He is just and righteous and He will show mercy to those who show me mercy, my burdens were immediately lifted up.