Friday, October 30, 2009

A pastor and A prophet

God is showing the conflict between a pastor and a prophet but accountability is important..... A pastor can become so involved in membership of his church that he forget about his relationship with God, He enjoys too much becomes complacent.

:-) A prophet is there to remind him about his relationship to God.
A prophet is there to help him actually.

but there are some loose cannon prophets who do a lot of damages.

Commented by my husband, Prophet Benjamin Liu.

Friday, October 23, 2009

" My prophetic calling" ~ Calling of Prophet Samuel

My Prophetic Calling "A High Calling of God"

About 4 years ago, 3 pastors from 3 different churches were preaching the same sermon for 3 consecutive weeks. On the 3rd Sunday night, I heard a voice who called my name in the midnight when I was going to sleep, it sound much like my own mother's voice who was soundly slept in her dreamland. But in order to satisfied my curiosity I knocked on mum's door next to my room and I was being scolded for waking her up. And she denied that she has called me and insisted that I should go back to bed.
As I closed my eyes again, the same voice calling me again. I have learn the lesson, this time I dare not wake my mum up again, but I remembered about those sermon which I heard for past 3 weeks. At first I could not understand why all the pastors preaching the same sermon from Old testament, 1 Book Of Samuel. How Prophet Samuel was being wake up from the middle of his sleep and how he answer God's voice, etc.
I started to follow the bible say, "Lord Jesus, I am here. Please speak, I am here to hear". There were the beginning of God's calling into my life, many miracles happened to my life, as spoken by prophet Thomas who sent to Malaysia and spoken to me at Manna House, Kuala Lumpur. Then I met my husband, Benjamin Liu Shy Ping who has called to prophetic ministry for many years.
After 6 months, the LORD spoke to both of us through another prophet name Chee Hing to march into a prophetic marriage on 18th of Jan 2006 ( This date was set by the Lord ). From my husband, from His prayer and supplications, I receive much anointing and learn to listen to God's voice clearer, sharper, bolder to speak fore the words of God to churches and minsters of GOD. WE WALK BY FAITH, not by sight. There were time, we have little money and by faith when we responded to God's will, things start happened and blessing started to pour, I remembered the "one way" ticket to Pulau Pinang. The financial blessing from a rich man called Datuk Tony who was trouble by Holy spirit until he obeyed and came down to Canaan land bookstore and blessed us for the mission trip to Melaka, bags of food and grocery was left at the bus seat for us to pick up. Money dropped from nowhere as we were alking on the streets in town, etc. It is a blessing to walk by faith and trusting God for HE is our provider. Miracles happened and the LORD is our driver, we were the "steering" of his car. I love the walk with our mighty GOD. All Glory unto Him Alone, Amen.

Friday, October 16, 2009



The main reason why President Obama won the last election of American is because African remember their roots and despise of the shames and ill treatments from the past, " The Blacks " press on and on and on decades from one generation to another generation,  they NEVER give up. Many times " The Blacks " came  close to be defeated, and totally lost and suppress in the past, though they have failed BUT they NEVER GIVE UP.

Miss universe, the beauty pageants, the WORLD runners, the boxers, the swimmers , basketball players etc, etc; so many examples including many actors and actresses, singers e.g.- Stevie Wonder, Mariah Carey , Robert Sylvester Kelly, Lionel RichieWhitney Houston,   musicians -Louis Armstrong , Fletcher HendersonDuke Ellington, etc. just to name a few of those who excel in many areas.


Although they are on top of the world, they are famous, they are successful, they are wealthy. BUT " ONE " thing they have in common is " UNITY " . No matter where they are in the world when they in need of help or facing trouble, the "Black" get together and help each other. They acted as a family and " TOGETHER " they fight for their rights. In life, most of them never,  NEVER forget their ROOTS.

What about Chinese in the world for example in Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, USA, Europe countries ??? They treat themselves as migrants. They love fighting with each other when " UNITY " is needed at time. They work hard for own reputation, own wealth, own success and worldly positions.

Then what happen ???
They start migrating again to another country. MANY of them have forgotten their " ROOTS ", some of them are " xxx born Chinese " BUT betraying their own races because of money, wealth and positions. A son betraying his father, a wealthy brother left the poorer or the poorest ones to be shamed by others, one sister has no regard for another sister, etc. I see lack or totally " NO UNITY " in some matter of family, political issues, social welfare, country. Sometimes Chinese can act even as a coward when they are facing the strong oppositions in life. Shame to say, some even betray their own people in order to gain short term survival. Don't you know My brothers and sisters, we all are the pilgrims on earth, our eternity home is shall be in heaven. O LORD, bring awakening and revivals through out the global for Chinese. The time is short, LORD Jesus is the only hope, HE is the TRUTH, the WAY & LIFE.
(video attached " Who is Jesus " ?) 

The most heart breaking issue is when someone get up on top of the world, get well known, rich, many of them forgotten their " ROOTS ", mother tongue, own languages, ancestors came from China., etc. Many even feel shameful to tell others of their own roots and called themselves " I was born in western country and I have been WESTENTnised". " I am shameful to remember my origin from China because they are so poor ..." , Is this sound familiar to you ? "I born in Malaysia, my son has migrated to Australia, and my grandchildren study in UK & USA. Our family member are all over the world but I do not have the history of my ancestor, I don't think the "ROOTS" is an important issue.... The important things in life is ------ successful, big house and cars, lot of $$$ in the bank. Let the $$$ take care of the matter " ..... soon you will hear your son or your grandchildren telling you " Who is grandpa? Where is he from? Where am I from? Malaysia ? Australia? USA? but I born in UK, Which part of the world is China ??? " Sighed !!!

Without remembering your ROOTS, Chinese were, some still being treated with ill respect by other races. WE Belongs here, in this world because God have created here. A family which forgotten their "ROOTS" or willing to sell of their own birth right will not last long for next generation ....... they are just like the floating lotus without a deep root in the rivers and they will only able to survive by floating everywhere as the water flow. And they will soon lost trace of who are their ancestor, where is the " ROOTS " ??

YES ! ROOTS, Where is your ROOTS ???? Hold on to it, and you will live a life with integrity and honor, no regret. I know I will, I want to be proud to be a Chinese, for this generation and for many generations to come, WHAT ABOUT YOU, my friend?


 Video: God in Ancient China 古代中國人的神 - Part 1 (English & Chinese) 第1部分 

Note : The above article was published on the STAR online on 2nd of March 2010.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Gifts From above

Back in year 2006, date 14th of June. I was celebrating my birthday with my husband. We had our lunch at one of the hotel restaurant in Kuala Lumpur. Right after lunch, we decided to pray and seek the Holy Spirit's direction on which places we shall go to celebrate my birthday. As we were on the way out of the restaurant, I heard a small voice telling me go to National Arts Gallery Malaysia which located close to National Library. By faith, we just trust the Lord and obey the leading of the Holy Spirit.

        As we arrived at the main entrance of the Arts Gallery, the security guard came out and led us inside and pointed a specific room which we shall entered. He also mentioned to us that all the Malaysian astronauts (about 4-5 of them) had already gathered inside and started their drawing lessons. Some of the reporters were present too. We were instructed by the art teacher to join the class by 1st finding a place to sit. A small group of us were told to draw our own shoe with an upside down position, and then draw the other partner's shoe. This is the only art class I have learn how to draw "contour drawings". I love it!  At the end of the class only a few drawings were chosen and my two arts pieces were being selected as National Arts Gallery 's collection. I was very happy with this surprises. Even though I love drawing but I hardly draw since my primary school.
         My God is so good, He restored my gift from childhood and my drawing since that afternoon. I was request by the art teacher to keep my drawings at the Gallery for future exhibition. I agreed. We both truly have a wonderful time that afternoon and I could never forget how God bless my birthday. And since than I start to draw my pet (Morning shine), my husband by using pencils, pens, water colors etc. I drawed portrays of all kinds of animals, human being, landscape, trees, flowers and buildings, etc.

As soon as my husband know that I am gifted in arts, we started to visit many places like National park, bird park, arts exhibitions etc. I remembered one time, we were inside National Aquarium next to Kuala Lumpur Convention Center (K.L.C.C.) looking at some ocean fish. As I walked, I draw. There were many pieces of drawings with different kind of animals and fishes on my hand. As we were entering a tunnel which was build under the water , we could see a lot fishes swimming above us. There was one particular shark had caught my attention, it kept swimming above me, I could see it from a "close up" angle. As I started to pen down the shark, it followed me all through the tunnel. As soon as I have finished drawing, the shark swam away. I know the animals can sense the present of God because He is Almighty and He will guide the right animals to came in your present. We experienced this at the bird park, zoo and many other places too.


How many of you are aware that our Father in Heaven love to give gifts to His beloved children which including talents and blessings. etc ?

Oh ,yes, it was all written in the bible, e.g. John 4:10," If you knew the gift of God, and who it is who says to you, 'Give ME a drink,' you would have asked Him, and He would have given you living water."  ans James 1:17 stated, "Every good thing bestowed and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation, or shifting shadow."

If as a parents you love your children, would you give precious gifts for them to keep (of course you must make sure they know how to keep them well in the first place, smile ). If our earthly father know how to do these, what more compare to my Heavenly FATHER? AMEN ?!!

Beside drawing, I was greatly restored in singing and musics, knitting, cooking and many others, smile.Thank you my Precious Lord, Father and Holy Spirit, I give God all the Glory.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

" A Romantic Dinner "

A Romantic Dinner

Something romantic for your reading pleasures...

The little old couple walked slowly into Mc Donalds that cold winter evening. They looked out of place amid the young families and young couples eating there that night.

Some of the customers looked admiringly at them. You could tell what the admirers were thinking. "Look, there is a couple who has been through a lot together, probably for 60 years or more!"

The little old man walked right up to the cash register, placed his order with no hesitation and then paid for their meal.The couple took a table near the back wall and started taking food off the tray. There was one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink.

The little old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. Then he carefully counted out the French fries, divided them in two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife.
He took a sip of the drink; his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them.

As the man began to eat his few bites of hamburger the crowd began to get restless.Again you could tell what they were thinking. "That poor old couple. All they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man began to eat his French fries one young man stood and came over to the old couple's table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple to eat.

The old man replied that they were just fine. They were used to sharing everything. Then the crowd noticed that the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She just sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink. Again the young man came over and begged them to let him buy them something to eat. This time the lady explained that no, they were used to sharing everything together.

As the little old man finished eating and was wiping his face neatly with a napkin the young man could not stand it any longer. Again he came over to their table and offered to buy some food. After being politely refused again he finally asked a question to the little old lady. "Ma’am, why aren't you eating? You said that you share everything. What is it that you are waiting for?"

She answered, "the teeth".

"True Love" does not depend on age growing old.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009



Last night ( 6th Oct. 2009), I decide to sleep early after came back dinner and shopping with my mum-in-law together with my husband. I was not able to close my eyes till 1 and 1/2 hour later. And I was in a very strange dream. I dream about a group of my old friends and we are going outing at the beach side. I arrived at the beach in the late afternoon. One of my friend told me that my sister Hazel was with them after midnight. The way they have describe her so she is weird because no one see her during daytime ,but soon after midnight at 2 a.m. They find her sleeping with them. I really don't know what the dream trying to tell me. (Note: my sister Hazel, who was one who love Lord Jesus very much, she lead me to church and constantly praying for me when I yet a believer). She has now backslides and never go to church, she has 4 young children, I am praying for her to came back to Christ.
Back to the dream .......... as soon as one of my friend mentioned about my sister, I saw myself walking on the street near a field and I saw many Chinese people burning paper money and incense to other spirits. And suddenly, I saw a spirit in white. looks like a man walking in the opposite direction from far toward me and he goes to and fro many times, passing by me. And in a sudden this spirit just grab hold of another soul and I saw the soul was struggling but he was helpless and being drag alone with him and both disappearing .....
When I wake up it was 12:30 am after midnight. My husband just started brushing his teeth and getting ready to bed, I could not sleep so I spend lot time to pray for devils to go back to hell where they are truly belongs. I used the spiritual sword and words of God to pray for long time before I am able to go back to sleep again.


          Today is 7th of Oct. 2009. I would like add on with I have shared on 6th of Oct. midnight. This morning when I woke up from bed, I heard noises came from my neighborhood direction, seem like they are having funeral services ( in the Chinese traditional way, funeral services normally being conducted with music being play with trumpets and drums). I was frighten because I remember the dream I have one day before.
           Soon after breakfast, around 10 a.m. I decided to cycle downhill from my home and soon I reach an open field ( that was the same vision which I told my husband last night ). The Lord have allowed me to see in spiritual realm last night and this morning I obtained confirmation by seeing it myself in the physical realm. I saw two families are conducting the funeral services just like what happened two souls/spirits were lost. Some of you might say, "Oh this is very common, people are dying daily, every minutes, every seconds because due to growing old, sickness, accidents, catastrophe etc.

           But my spirit is trouble, deep inside me is crying out what happen if the person who is passing away is one of our loved one who yet to accept Jesus Christ, what are you going to do about it? Almighty God is powerful, we can not stop what He is doing or He is going to do. I knew God wanted me to intercede for the lost souls, there are many Chinese temples ( more than 23 ) in the area when I am staying now. One of them which is close to my housing area is worshiping Lucifer and devils. People only will go there at night to ask for blessings for money increase, business prosper. The non believers here are aware of the existence of evils, but they choose to bow down and bring offering to the evils then our mighty God. Evangelist Johnathan Edward once has preached a very powerful sermon " Sinners in the hand of Angry God ", that is the judgment of hell if the sinners who play with evils and their destiny will also follow Lucifer to hell for eternity.

          For those who yet to know our Lord Jesus, I would like you to pray this prayer with me : "Dear father in heaven, I know I am a sinner and I could not saved myself from going to hell. I truly appreciate what You have done for us by sending your only begotten son JESUS to this world and die for me. I, now open my heart,and sincerely invite Jesus to come into my life and be my savior. Please guide me, Lord Jesus, in each and every days for my new life which you have redeemed with your precious blood, I prayed and asked all this in the mighty name of JESUS, Amen."

God Bless you.

Encountering with the devils

           I am so glad that "Following His voice" in is open a discussion on this topic " Sharing a Dream that I had Last Night with you...." which you have started on month of June.
There were times I have encounter devils visitation at my old house which located next to a Chinese Temple. My husband and I spend much of our time in praying and fight against the demonic spirit and breaking the stronghold of the people down the hill. One church was not growing for past 40 years until Lord instructed us to move and stay in "House of Glory". One night around 11:00 p.m. after some devotion and prayer. We have off the light and going to sleep. Suddenly, in the midst darkness, I saw two figures came from far and slowly approaching me. I thought I was deeply at sleep. But I was conscious that I saw another spirit in their realm. In Chinese , the non believers worship to many other gods for materialistic success and financial blessings. They worship trees, stones and many gods idols.
The particular spirit that visited me was spirit of death. Whenever we hear that someone dies (non believer) their soul was chain and be dragged to hell by these spirit. They look like an ox on the head but having a horse face. And as they walk you can hear the sound of chain which used to chain the lost souls. And one of them was holding a sharp pitchfork, the other one is holding the chain. They both looked very ugly. I was frighten and I started praying using the name of Jesus and praying non stop. They disappeared and I woke up and instantly I shaken my husband who has deeply asleep.
I told him what I saw. I also heard a threaten voice from the devils, "Today we are going to other place/souls, be watchful that someone in your neighborhood, a person will be passing away." I told my husband what I heard, we both decided to stay awake for sometime, continued to intercede and worship God in songs and hymns.
For the next two days, my darling advice me to stay home and just work on housework or gardening. On the 3rd day, I went downhill to do some marketing, I saw one of our neighbor is having funeral service and they are non believer. I knew and confirm what I saw and heard. I truly thank Jesus for His mighty name even the devils have to bow before him.
The same incident happened a few years back while I was in hospital ministry. I joined group of sisters and brothers in Christ to visit and pray for patients in the hospital one or twice a week.One afternoon, we were having lunch fellowship, a sister was sharing her testimonial to me about one of the female patient who called her up early in the morning to come to hospital because she wanted to accept Jesus into her life. What happened on the night before was, when this patient (having a chronically illness ) was deeply asleep, she encounter the same spirit which I saw came to her with chain, she remember my sister in Christ has came to her bed and talk about Jesus but she refuse to open her heart and accept our LORD. And the Sister told her in any circumstances, if she called upon Jesus, the devils will not able to harm her. So, she boldly told the evil spirit that she refused to follow them to hell because she want to accept Jesus and become a Christian. The moment she mentioned the name of Jesus, those two spirits disappear. And the next morning when she woke up, the very 1st thing she request a nurse to call my sister in Christ to come to hospital, Praise the Lord for His name is the most powerful name on earth and in heaven or hell, Amen.

For those who yet to know our Lord Jesus, I would like you to pray this prayer with me : " Dear father in heaven, I know I am a sinner and I could not saved myself from going to hell. I truly appreciate what You have done for us by sending your only begotten son JESUS to this world and die for me. I, now open my heart,and sincerely invite Jesus to come into my life and be my savior. Please guide me, Lord Jesus, in each and every days for my new life which you have redeemed with your precious blood, I prayed and asked all this in the mighty name of JESUS, Amen."

God Bless you.

Friday, October 2, 2009

The pain and loneliness when Jesus face the Cross ,當耶穌面對十字架的痛苦和孤獨。

In the early month of June 2009, one morning I woke up in pain and I quickly called my husband to pray for me. We were facing the court's order to move out of House of Glory by 14th of June (on my birthday)This was done by my 6th uncle's lawyer. These things has been troubling us since September 2008 after my uncle (who has been migrated to Australia for more than 20 years) a sudden shown up at our door gate. We were living and taking care of Grandpa's home since we got married on 18th of Jan 2006.

We know the Lord has been walking with us all this time, He has told us 3 months beforehand when we both attained a 3 days prophetic conference at FGA, Jalan Kuchai Lama, we were called to altar for a prophetic prayer on property and land dispute which I was told it will happen in my life. After 3 months, things came to pass. For months of water supply being cut off, we experienced the much blessing from God, we were still and wait upon His hand move and God truly was fighting the battle for us. We see his hands provide the rainwater from heaven faithfully.

And this particular morning , It was not easy for me and my husband to go through all these, but one thing which I am holding strong is my God's promise. I felt pain in my chest and I told my husband that I saw Jesus and I was brought to the time when LORD was being crucified and tortured,he was being whipped by Roman soldiers. I felt the pains which Jesus suffered and I could understand how lonely Jesus was when he walked up to Calvary and bearing the cross all by Himself. I cried out loud from my inner spirit. I wept and wept none stop because it was not easy for Him to bare these alone.  He promised to show me my entire family tree get their salvation. I wanted so much for God to touch all my uncles and aunties and my relatives' life and I want salvation to come to them especially for my own parents. I have prayed for them faithfully for many years. God has spoken to my life there will happen one event which all of them will come to know Christ Jesus. Like the story of Joseph. " These is it, these is it. " , I told myself, I willing to bear this cross for the Lord for the sake of their salvation......

When Jesus was nailed and gave out his last breath, He pray to heaven for all the sinners in this world that Father in heaven should forgive them for they do not know what they are doing. Days before when my husband and I decide to leave the house and left all the furniture and and clothing behind (We can not carry all those with us), we know the love which we have for one another will be strong enough to start a new life.

When I dreamed of myself walking through the prison. The cells were all empty, and I was lead by a group of women to enter and went out from the other entrance. The building were tall, many stories. I have bring petition unto the Lord, I told the him that if it is His will , let me obey to the very end. When I was on my knees pray this petition I could see Jesus's face and His feeling the same emotional where JESUS was praying up on a place called Gethsemane on the night he was being betray. He pray to father," My soul is deeply grieved, to the point pf death;......My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but your as Thou wilt." Matthew 26:38-39

In life, we face persecution and trouble, sometime we face decisions we are going to make it related to life and death. But Jesus chose the latter, guess what ? 3 days later, He was being resurrected and sit on right hand now at the throne of the Father.

In all things which we gone through, we give God all the Glory and He is my redeemer, He is my light in the darkness, most important  JESUS IS MY PERSONAL SAVIOUR, AMEN.